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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Metal Gear Rising soundtrack
  • Reading: Akumetsu by Tabata Yoshiaki & Yugo Yuki
I finally got my DA message count to 810. It feels like it's been forever since it's been in mere triple digits.

Wait a minute... I've got a folder marked "Literature". How much is in here-- 500?! I was planning on reading, commenting, and featuring these works in my journal accordingly. Oy gevalt :iconimdyingplz:


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Current Residence: Weird New Jersey!
Favorite genre of music: Industrial, Gothic Rock, Aggrotech, EBM, Electronic, Darkwave, Rock, Metal
Favorite gaming platforms: PS3, PC, PS2, GameCube, Wii +WiiU, Gameboy Advance
MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
Shell of choice: Bowser spiky!
Wallpaper of choice: Anything spooky or sci-fi
Favorite cartoon character: Courage the Cowardly Dog, Dr. Franken Stein, Light Yagami, Ryuk, Invader Zim, Dib, Miss Bitters, The Simpsons cast, Futurama cast, Gin, Kyoushiro, the SWAT Kats, Road Rovers, Looney Tunes cast, Thundercats, Hetalia cast, Eren Jager, Hanji Zoe

TRAITS: Intelligent, honest, creative, reclusive, studious, geeky, obsessive, uptight, high-strung, cynical, impulsive, quick-tempered, reliable, stubborn, rigid, audacious,

Reading, writing stories, drawing, video games, psychology, mythology, history, astronomy & cosmology, space and ocean exploration, computers, the paranormal/supernatural, ghost hunting, Goth stuff, cyberpunk, steampunk, animals, cartoons, anime & manga, anthros, comics, food, basketball, creepy paintings, capital punishment, when I'm allowed to drive, charitable and hardworking people that succeed honestly and help others with their success, open minded people, coming up with a great idea at 2 or 3 AM when I can’t sleep, huge snowstorms, awesome fan fiction, bizarre unnatural-looking creatures, getting mail

Stephen King, H. P. Lovecraft, Edgar Allan Poe, Edward Gorey, J. K. Rowling, Fyodor Dostoevsky, George Orwell, Aldous Huxley, Franz Kafka, Erich Fromm, Hermann Hesse, Voltaire, Arthur Koestler, Clive Barker, H. G. Wells, August Derleth, Frank Belknap Long, Jules Verne, Jim Kjelgaard, Joseph Heller, Cormac McCarthy, Pat Barker, Juan Diaz Canales, Joseph Conrad, Anton Chekhov, Mikhail Bulgakov, Dmitry Glukhovsky, Andrey Platonov, Leo Tolstoi, Vaclav Havel, Karel Čapek, Ralph Ellison, Ambrose Bierce, Shirley Jackson, Arthur Machen, Bram Stoker, Raymond Chandler, Dashiell Hammett, Frank Herbert, S. Anski, Dante Alighieri, Virgil, John Milton, James Baldwin, Kenneth Oppel, Bill Watterson, C.S. Lewis, Anne Rice, James Frazer, William Gibson, Joe Hill, Brandon Massey, Ira Levin, Robert Bloch, Koushun Takami, Roald Dahl, John Shirley, Tananarive Due, Douglas Clegg, Jacques Derrida, T.S. Eliot, Zora Neale Hurston, A. Lee Martinez, Warren Ellis, Alan Moore, Bill Willingham, C. Michael Forsyth, and all of the writers of my favorite manga/anime series (mentioned below).

M. C. Escher, Zdzislaw Beksinski, Sidney Sime, Edward Gorey, Stephen Gammell, Salvador Dali, Otto Dix, Mana Neyestani, Francis Bacon, Tim Burton, H. R. Giger, Yoshihiro Takahashi, Juanjo Guarnido, Hieronymus Bosch, Yugo Yuuki, Takeshi Obata, Al Hirschfeld, Pieter Bruegel the Elder, Giorgio de Chirico, Francisco Goya, Bill Watterson, Jhonen Vasquez, Antonio Prohías,

Mario series, Crash Bandicoot series, Ratchet & Clank series, Star Fox series, Donkey Kong series, Silent Hill series, Bioshock series, American McGee’s Alice, Alice: Madness Returns, System Shock (1 & 2), Portal (1 & 2), Half-Life series, Oddworld series, Devil May Cry series, Amnesia: The Dark Descent, Resident Evil series, Haunting Ground, Dishonored, inFamous series, Alan Wake, Metal Gear series, The Witcher series, The Wolf Among Us, Sengoku Basara series, God Hand, The Evil Within,

Metallica, Iron Maiden, Disturbed, Grendel, Funker Vogt, Voltaire, The Misfits, Black Sabbath, Device, Rammstein, Depeche Mode, Lacuna Coil, The Sisters of Mercy, London After Midnight, The Cruxshadows, VNV Nation, God Module, Anders Manga, Aesthetic Perfection, The Cure, Omega Lithium, Nine Inch Nails, Evanescence, Tactical Sekt, Suicide Commando, Front Line Assembly, KMFDM, :wumpscut:, Gorillaz, Joy Division, Bauhaus, Siouxsie and the Banshees, KISS, Theatre of Hate, I Am Ghost, Hawthorne Heights, My Chemical Romance, Feindflug, Die Sektor, Skinny Puppy, 45 Grave, Motorhead,

9, Akira, Felidae, Black Swan, In the Mouth of Madness, Metropolis, The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, M, Sweeney Todd, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, The Crow, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Escape from New York, Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow, Pacific Rim, Blade Runner, Dark City, District 9, Megamind, The Corridor, The Zero Theorem, Brazil, Jacob’s Ladder, Chronicle, Alice in Wonderland (any version), Spirited Away, Castle in the Sky, My Neighbor Totoro, Princess Mononoke, The Wind Rises, Grave of the Fireflies, From Dusk Till Dawn, Only Lovers Left Alive, The Woman in Black, Cube, A Clockwork Orange, Dr. Strangelove, Beetlejuice, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Little Shop of Horrors (original & musical remake), Event Horizon, Alien series, Forbidden Planet, Chinatown, Once Upon a Time in America, Videodrome, eXistenZ, Scanners, The Thing (1982), The Fearless Vampire Killers, Freaks, Dog Soldiers, Hellraiser, Friday the 13th (first 3), The Shining, Death Becomes Her, The Matrix Trilogy, Eraserhead, Edward Scissorhands, Atlantis: The Lost Empire, The Lion King trilogy, The Iron Giant, Balto, All Dogs Go To Heaven, Rock and Rule, Anastasia, Orphan, The Help, Inherit the Wind (1960 version), Indiana Jones series, The Godfather trilogy, The Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Red Dragon, The Pirates of the Caribbean series, Star Wars series, Rocky series, The Terminator series, lots of other 2D animated movies, lots of classic black-and-white horror flicks, and anything with zombies.

Courage the Cowardly Dog, The Simpsons, Futurama, Rick and Morty, Rocko’s Modern Life, SWAT Kats, Road Rovers, Talespin, Thundercats, Dexter’s Laboratory, The Grim Adventures of Billy & Mandy, Invader Zim, The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack, Danny Phantom, Avatar: The Last Airbender, The Legend of Korra, South Park, The Addams Family, Metalocalypse, The X-Files, Supernatural, The Twilight Zone, Hannibal (2013), River Monsters, Cosmos (both Sagan & Tyson versions), True Detective, Reaper, American Dad, Archer,

Guillermo del Toro, Tim Burton, John Carpenter, David Lynch, Wes Craven, Hayao Miyazaki, George Lucas, Stephen Spielberg, Akira Kurosawa, Stanley Kubrick, David Cronenberg, George A. Romero, Clive Barker, Roman Polanski, Ridley Scott, Shinya Tsukomoto, Takashi Miike, Quentin Tarentino, Roger Corman, Sergio Leone, John Huston,

Ginga Nagareboshi Gin, Ginga Densetsu Weed, Death Note, Soul Eater, Wolf’s Rain, Hellsing, Franken Fran, Hetalia, Wolf Guy: Wolfen Crest, Bio-Meat: Nectar, Bokurano, Attack on Titan/Shinkgeki no Kyojin, Vampire Hunter D (1985), Sengoku Basara, Uzumaki, Akumetsu

Nil: A Land Beyond Belief, Blacksad, The Crow, Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Squee, Calvin & Hobbes, Bone, Transmetropolitan, Spawn, For Vendetta, Doktor Sleepless, Fritz the Cat, V For Vendetta, The Walking Dead, From Hell, Lackadaisy, Girl Genius, Fables,


Christ, what a petulant little bitch. The worst part is that he's sincere. :facepalm:…
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Metal Gear Rising soundtrack
  • Reading: Akumetsu by Tabata Yoshiaki & Yugo Yuki
I finally got my DA message count to 810. It feels like it's been forever since it's been in mere triple digits.

Wait a minute... I've got a folder marked "Literature". How much is in here-- 500?! I was planning on reading, commenting, and featuring these works in my journal accordingly. Oy gevalt :iconimdyingplz:
  • Mood: Rage
  • Listening to: Chains of Misery- Iron Maiden
  • Reading: bad news, what else?
  • Watching: riot footage
  • Drinking: nowhere near enough
I'm currently reading about Ferguson riot, wait, it's 2015.

What the hell does it take?! One year later and everything's the same!

No... it's been like this for decades, but police brutality against black people has come to prominence after the killing of Mike Brown.

And a deluge of racism has come out of the woodwork since then.
Really, how far have we progressed since the goddamn 1960s?!

As I type, a SWAT team has been deployed and there have been Twitter accounts of gun shots, macings, and ambulances.

What a malignant, rotten, hostile society we live in. I'm so fucking angry and sickened by all of this that I can hardly type straight.

Racism is entrenched in the United States. It always has been. It didn't magically go away at the end of the 1960s.

Non-whites are typically put at a disadvantage from institutional racism and prejudice against the poor, for another example. Gerrymandering districts and segregated housing. So many failing schools in poor neighborhoods...

Bigots will do ANYTHING to legitimize and rationalize their hatred, their desire to subjugate and brutalize others.

It's so fucking malevolent, so fucking asinine.

Then you see so much victim blaming.

"Don't break the law if you don't want to get shot."

Translation?  "Comply or die."

We're living in a police state.

I've been wanting to write about this since December, but... there have been so many killings since then, in addition to the burnings of 7 or 8 churches in the southern U.S.-- churches with a primarily black congregation.

I'm sure everyone remembers the Charleston SC massacre planned by an apartheid-state supporting white supremacist. Among the dead was a state senator. That should be considered an assassination AND an act of terrorism.

Sandra Bland, Sam Dubose, and Christian Taylor the other day. Don't forget white teenager Zachary Hammond 2 weeks ago.

Sandra was was manhandled over a traffic stop and left to die in her jail cell.
Sam was shot in the back of the head over a traffic stop (and the bodycam footage shows that he did absolutely nothing wrong.
Christian had a car crash into a gate.
Zachary was shot in the back over a bag of pot.

Racist Dylann Roof shoots up a church, murders 9 people and traumatizes everyone else on-site. HE is still alive.

Meanwhile, Mike Brown's last seconds were total overkill (he was shot 6 times) and his corpse was left outside for 4 and a half hours.

...Nothing will change except the death toll.

The Depraved Puppeteers5/6/2014
"Madness, mayhem, erotic vandalism, devastation of innumerable souls— while we scream and perish, history licks a finger and turns the page."— Thomas Ligotti
"Not necessity, not desire-- no, the love of power is the demon of men. Let them have everything-- health, food, a place to live, entertainment-- they are and remain unhappy and low-spirited: for the demon waits and waits and will be satisfied."-- Friedrich Nietzsche
”There's prophet in the gutter in the street
He says ‘You're damned !’-- and you believe him…
He's got a vision but it shines out through your eyes
A world of hatred and fear…
He's felt what love means…
He wants to pay you back with pain
He lies to you he won't let you be
He's got your chains of misery
He won't be still till he's turned your key
He holds your chains of misery”

  • Reading: Nightmares and Dreamscapes by Stephen King
  • Playing: Devil May Cry 4: Special Editon- PC
Good evening, sinners, you may tell me that you love me now :meow:

I'd like to thank the people who wished me a happy birthday.

I had a nice day, despite the pouring rain when we went to dinner. At least I didn't plan on going to a restaurant with outdoor seats :P

It was me, my mother, sister, aunt, and grandfather. We went to this authentic Mexican restaurant I've always wanted to try.

We also saw 5 deer in back of my grandfather's house (it overlooks a huge field with woods on the other end) when we returned to have cake.

I got some nice things today, such as the first two novels in The Witcher series, "Ghost Story" by Peter Straub, and some movies (Lost Highway, Only Lovers Left Alive, and The Devil's Backbone).

I'm going to a session of mini-golf with my sister and her friend tomorrow morning, and I haven't played in about 12 years. It should be fun.

As for things unrelated to my birthday--

The reason I have not been online lately is because I have been studying for the LSAT, which is an incredibly difficult exam. I take it on October 7 or 8th, so I’m trying to get 6 to 8 hours of reading in per day.

The worst part about this is that I am concentrating poorly. I just can’t seem to focus on anything lately… I was not like this when I was 19-21 years old, and this truly worries me :(

I’ve only written one page of fiction all year so far. Either I have been too busy, or I could barely focus.

It sucks. I like writing, and it’s great when I finally finish a draft and put the final revisions on it.

The last time I could do that was in November.

There’s a lot I’d like to write about, such as Black Lives Matter. I use this term but that’s just the tip of the iceberg, here, sadly.

Also, my cat scratched me badly when I tried to hold him yesterday. Two inches lower and I would’ve gone blind in my left eye :(…

As for the lion that was shamelessly killed by a despicable trophy hunter, I hope he’s thrown in a Zimbabwe prison. See how long he’ll last...

If everyone who was outraged by this donated at least $20 bucks to legitimate conservation and environmental protection groups, they would do a hell of a lot of good. To elaborate: millions of dollars in donations.

I donated, and if you do the same, that really means a lot.…………
My new dog Cody by Cosmic--Chaos
My new dog Cody
Cody is an 8-year-old Papillon mix. We got him from our local SPCA on July 19th. He's doing very well now. :)

This is the first picture I took, as we were bringing him home ^^
He's so cuddly and friendly; he hasn't got a mean cell in his body. I'm so happy that we adopted him. The neighborhood kids love him, too.

He doesn't bother Ivan. But Ivan hates Cody and avoids him. But he gets angry if the dog gets too close.

Cody's favorite things are being pet and playing fetch. He's fairly quiet, and he's still energetic and fairly healthy for his age (aside from his teeth, but we got those cleaned properly).

I've been wondering what other breed(s) he's mixed with aside from Papillon. We ruled out Chihuahua and Jack Russell.

I think Cody might be part long-haired Dachshund. He's got the right face type, and a long, slender body, despite having normal legs.
...I even see him prance when he walks :lol:


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