|Monsters exist in our world, they just have a humanoid shell...|
Fever DreamsCompared to a tangible hazard, I consider diseases to be frightening on a more intimate level. They cultivate a feeling of helplessness and vulnerability as your own body ceases to function properly, succumbing to rogue infections.Fever Dreams by Cosmic--Chaos
The sickness began on a frigid Tuesday afternoon as I was sitting in math class, manifesting itself as an agonizing migraine drilling through my skull. I could not leave quick enough once class was finished, and I staggered out to my mother’s car. I was breathless by then, and it was hard for me to stand up straight as I broke out in a cold sweat, despite the winter temperature.
When I got home, nothing could have prepared me for the unsettling daze that left me weak and disoriented as I clawed my way upstairs and collapsed on my bed. It was difficult to breathe and nearly impossible to think; the familiar became unknown, while the ordinary turned sinister and threatening.
The cold became unbearable now, and I whimpered in terror, fearing that I would
Dear God, it's September already?? Where have I been??
A much bigger update will be posted by October, so yeah I've got a lot to say.
Before I go on, I'd like to thank the people who have added my works to their "favorites" section, commented on these works, and/or added me to their DA watch list... These gestures are greatly appreciated, so thanks.
I wish I could be on DA more often, but the truth is that my internet connection (or maybe my browser) has become extremely slow and lagging for the past couple of months. It feels like an old dial-up connection. This is odd (and annoying) because I do not seem to have any viruses, malware, adware, spyware or messing with my computer. I’d prefer not to (primarily) browse the internet on my phone; the small text is a pain on anyone’s eyes, even when I wear my glasses
I really miss you DA friends, though. How have you all been??
I want to start drawing again (lots of good ideas, but they're kinda stunted by my mediocre art skills)... but I need to resume writing, too. I have 5 basic plots and one half-finished first draft. I'd like to get at least three done by New Year's (knowing my schedule).
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Current Residence: Weird New Jersey!
Favorite genre of music: Industrial, Gothic Rock, Aggrotech, EBM, Electronic, Darkwave, Rock, Metal
Favorite gaming platforms: PS2, PS3, PC, GameCube, Wii, Nintendo 64, Gameboy Advance
MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
Shell of choice: Bowser spiky!
Wallpaper of choice: Anything spooky or sci-fi
Favorite cartoon character: Courage the Cowardly Dog, Dr. Franken Stein, Light Yagami, Ryuk, Invader Zim, Dib, Miss Bitters, The Simpsons cast, Futurama cast, Gin, Kyoushiro, the SWAT Kats, Road Rovers, Thundercats, Hetalia cast, Eren Jager, Hanji Zoe
Personal Quote: "I'm not afraid of crime; I just hate it."
TRAITS: Intelligent, reclusive, creative, studious, geeky, painfully honest, obsessive, uptight, reliable, high strung, cynical, impulsive, stubborn, rigid, quick tempered, audacious
LIKES: Reading, drawing, writing stories, video games, creativity, freedom, honesty, debating, psychology, mythology, history, philosophy, astronomy & cosmology, biology, space and ocean exploration, the paranormal/ supernatural, ghost hunting, Goth stuff, anthros, cyberpunk, steampunk, animals, cartoons, anime & manga, computers, comics, food, basketball, creepy paintings, capital punishment, when I'm allowed to drive, charitable and hardworking people that succeed honestly and help others with their success, open minded people, coming up with a great idea at 2 or 3 AM when I can’t sleep, huge snowstorms, awesome fan fiction, bizarre unnatural looking creatures, beating the odds, getting mail
HATES: Crime, greed, exploitation, lies, authoritarianism, communism, anarchism, extremism, hypocrisy, corruption, nihilism, sadists, bullies, pollution, oppression, censorship, propaganda/ Genocide, eugenics, racism, discrimination- they’re all on the same scale of evil/ Social Darwinism, Slash, Yaoi & Yuri, "Guro", writer's block, failure, boredom, math, humidity, lazy people, smoking, imperfection, sleep, sunburn, teen "drama" shows, mannequins, loud people, pop music/ Whoever thinks that (awful) ends justify the violent, often exploitative, clandestine, and underhanded means/ People who get rich dishonestly, by committing crimes, and/or exploiting others/ Whoever hunts for sport, and when they don’t use any other parts of the dead animal for ethical means/ People who have a delusion that they’re above it all, and think that people who have different views are stupid.
...OK, enough about that.
FAVORITE WRITERS: H. P. Lovecraft, Edgar Allan Poe, Edward Gorey, Stephen King, J. K. Rowling, Fyodor Dostoevsky, S. Anski, Dante Alighieri, Virgil, John Milton, Voltaire, George Orwell, Erich Fromm, Arthur Koestler, Aldous Huxley, Franz Kafka, Clive Barker, H. G. Wells, August Derleth, Frank Belknap Long, Frank Herbert, Joseph Conrad, Jules Verne, Jim Kjelgaard, Joseph Heller, Anton Chekhov, Mikhail Bulgakov, Dmitry Glukhovsky, Andrey Platonov, Leo Tolstoi, Vaclav Havel, Karel Čapek, Hermann Hesse, Ralph Ellison, James Baldwin, Kenneth Oppel, Bill Watterson, Robert A. Heinlein, John Shirley, Ambrose Bierce, C.S. Lewis, Anne Rice, James Frazer, Bram Stoker, Shirley Jackson, William Gibson, John Shirley, Michael Crichton, Jacques Derrida, T. S. Eliot, Ambrose Bierce, A. Lee Martinez, Roald Dahl, Bill Willingham, and all the writers of my favorite manga series (mentioned below).
FAVORITE ARTISTS: M. C. Escher, Zdzislaw Beksinski, Sidney Sime, Edward Gorey, Stephen Gammell, Jhonen Vasquez, Tim Burton, H. R. Giger, Otto Dix, Todd McFarlane, Yoshihiro Takahashi, Takeshi Obata, Bill Watterson, Salvador Dali, Hieronymus Bosch, Al Hirschfeld, Francis Bacon, Pieter Bruegel the Elder, Giorgio de Chirico, Bill Willingham
FAVORITE VIDEO GAMES: Mario series, Crash Bandicoot series, Star Fox series, Donkey Kong series, Ratchet & Clank series, Silent Hill series, Half-Life series, American McGee’s Alice, Alice: Madness Returns, Bioshock series, System Shock (1 & 2), Portal (1 & 2), Left 4 Dead (1 & 2), Dead Space series, Oddworld series, Amnesia: The Dark Descent, Resident Evil series, Haunting Ground, Dishonored, Devil May Cry series, inFamous series, The Wolf Among Us
FAVORITE BANDS: Disturbed, Metallica, Grendel, Funker Vogt, Evanescence, Voltaire, The Misfits, Device, Iron Maiden, Rammstein, Feindflug, Depeche Mode, Lacuna Coil, The Sisters of Mercy, London After Midnight, The Cruxshadows, Anders Manga, Nine Inch Nails, Tactical Sekt, Aesthetic Perfection, Suicide Commando, VNV Nation, God Module, Front Line Assembly, KMFDM, :wumpscut:, The Cure, Gorillaz, Joy Division, My Chemical Romance, Hawthorne Heights, Bauhaus, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Black Sabbath, KISS, Theatre of Hate, I Am Ghost, Die Sektor, Skinny Puppy, 45 Grave
Favorite Movies: 9, Akira, Felidae, Black Swan, In the Mouth of Madness, Freaks, Metropolis, The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, M, Sweeney Todd, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Corpse Bride, The Crow, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Cube, A Clockwork Orange, Dr. Strangelove, Pacific Rim, BeetleJuice, Death Becomes Her, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Little Shop of Horrors, Event Horizon, Alien series, Blade Runner, Megamind, Dark City, Chinatown, Videodrome, eXistenZ, Shivers, District 9, Alice in Wonderland (any version), Spirited Away, Castle in the Sky, My Neighbor Totoro, Princess Mononoke, Fritz the Cat, 8 Mile, From Dusk Till Dawn, Dog Soldiers, Hellraiser, Friday the 13th (first 3), The Shining, The Fearless Vampire Killers, The Matrix Trilogy, Eraserhead, Atlantis: The Lost Empire, The Lion King trilogy, Balto, All Dogs Go To Heaven, Anastasia, Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow, Edward Scissorhands, Orphan, The Godfather trilogy, The Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Red Dragon, The Pirates of the Caribbean series, Star Wars series, Indiana Jones series, Rocky series, The Terminator series, nearly every other 2D animated movie, lots of classic black-and-white horror flicks, and anything with zombies.
Favorite TV shows: Courage the Cowardly Dog, The Simpsons, Futurama, The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack, Rocko’s Modern Life, SWAT Kats, Road Rovers, Talespin, Thundercats, Dexter’s Laboratory, The Grim Adventures of Billy & Mandy, Invader Zim, Danny Phantom, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Spongebob Squarepants, Family Guy, South Park, American Dad, The Addams Family, Reaper, The X-Files, Supernatural, The Twilight Zone, Hannibal (2013), River Monsters, Cosmos
Favorite Film-makers: Tim Burton, Roger Corman, Stanley Kubrick, David Cronenberg, George A. Romero, Clive Barker, Roman Polanski, David Lynch, John Carpenter, Wes Craven, Ridley Scott, Hayao Miyazaki, George Lucas, Stephen Spielberg, Akira Kurosawa, Shinya Tsukomoto, Takashi Miike
Favorite Anime/ Manga: Ginga Nagareboshi Gin, Ginga Densetsu Weed, Death Note, Soul Eater, Wolf’s Rain, Hellsing, Franken Fran, Hetalia, Wolf Guy: Wolfen Crest, Bio-Meat: Nectar, Bokurano, Attack on Titan/Shinkgeki no Kyojin,
Favorite Comics: Nil: A Land Beyond Belief, Blacksad, Fables, The Crow, Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Squee, Spawn, Doktor Sleepless, Calvin & Hobbes, Garfield, Bone, Fritz the Cat, The Astounding Wolf-Man, The Walking Dead, From Hell, V For Vendetta, Girl Genius, Lackadaisy,